Ok so by now everyone knows Heath Ledger has died...I was just reading about this church called The Westboro Baptist Church.. and I'm now sick..these people want to "preach" outside his funeral because he played a homosexual in "Bokeback Mountain" I've heard the leader of the "church's" daughter speak... and its just disgusting... how can people really feel that he deserved to die because he kissed another man? how can they believe that all of the awful things that happen to Americans, happen because we tolerate homosexuailty... i just cant wrap my brain around that kind of hatred..now im so not a religious person.. but what fucking god does she worship that teaches such hatred??? very few people in this world actually deserve to die... and this fucking bitch is one of them!! ok theres my rant.. and heres a link to their website..[link] <~~

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ok so today im going on my 1st date in FOREVER! it hasnt even been a week yet since i left my husband.. so yeah i know what a slut i am.. and i dont care! i so deserve this! i'm nervous.. but at the same time im not.. i hung out with him all through high school.. till right at the end when chris and i broke up.. then i hooked up with him.. and i havent seen him since...

fuck fuck fuck a duck... screw a kangaroo... finger bang an orangutan.. an orgy at the zoo!

Now this is my favorite Holiday! any excuse to get drunk and be loud, im all for! we arent having a huge party like we do every year.. its just gonna be a few of us at my cousin's house... then at 10:30 everyone is going to another house till the ball drops... then tomorrow the parade!This year has been crazy for me...i've met some amazing people.. i've fallen in love..i've battled some addictions (and won finally!) had my heart broken more then i care to remember.. spent everyday with the most amazing little person that i help create... and now im going to start my new year off right.. im moving out! YAY! im super freaked out about it.. but thats for another time... i hope everyone has an amazing New Year!

fuck fuck fuck a duck... screw a kangaroo... finger bang an orangutan.. an orgy at the zoo!